so long no update. kk work keeping me busy. days just bleed into each other, it's rather depressing, stoning while waiting for calls. so degenerating for the brain. ugh. at least its fun discussing interesting.. people.
still haven't apply for uni, but pretty much decided on course le.. i think. no word on scholarship yet, expected. starting edt2 tml, feeling broke. gah. wonder if i sld take leave next mon to settle all the application stuff..
so many things i wanted to say but somehow can't remember anything significant. want to stop feeling like it's my fault. want to stop caring.
